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Thursday, December 28, 2006
Well.. here goes another horrible week of stay-in duties.. Its okay but extremely tiring and I dont have a proper prowling partner.. I really want to go get excuse liao... excuse stay-in.. then no need to worry about duty anymore.. Then I'll have one less worry to burdern me...
Whats happened... Im so disappointed with the way things have shaped up.. barely a year and we've drifted... Sad....
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Tuesday, December 26, 2006
Lets just stop this facade of friendship shall we?? Its getting nowhere.. And it wont ever get anywhere anymore.. I gave you one chance and you've showed me that you cant do it.. So lets just forget it... I have no want for a friend such as you.. Take your show and whatever you want and get the hell away from me.. Be normal friends? Fine. Nothing more, maybe less.. That is the reward you have reaped. Enjoy.
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Monday, December 25, 2006
MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!!
May GOD's blessings shower upon the world!!!
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Thursday, December 21, 2006
Well... My PC is down.. Lightning got the better of my power supply.. Hehe.. Im using my brother's Laptop now..
Well, thanks to the torrent of rain, the access road to my ESHs was flooded to around knee level. I was crazy enough to go in to do work with another guy during a CAT 1 storm the day before, Didn't have to walk in but the waves the 5 ton made was proof enough of how deep the water level was.. Later when I wanted to leave the depot, we couldnt hail a vehicle and no one answered the coms.. So no choice, we walked. We had already forgotten about the flood though.. So we walked and when we saw the road..... Oh boy...... "shit!" was our immediate reaction.. We attempted to walk through the middle of the road, 'test' our combat boots waterproof claims... But it was too deep, we werent even 1/4 way through when we realised that we couldnt walk through, not unless we wanted our pants, socks and feet to be soaked. We ended up clinging to the fence to walk through, but even then, the water level was higher then our boots, so water slipped in anyway.. We gave up trying to keep our feet dry and just walked through...
Went for my MA yesterday afternoon and on the way back, I helped a Sec 3 girl get off the bus yesterday, some stupid indian bloke was leaning on the buzzer closest to her and the bus was so crowded that she couldnt reach any of the other buzzers.. Funnily, everyone else just seemed to ignore her, even tho it was obvious she was panicing. So juz reached over my head and pressed the bell for her... She didnt see me do it so don't anyone say I was trying to get her attention... I just thought that it was funny, that people often like to say indians are thick skinned and here this guy couldnt feel the poor girls fingers trying to press the buzzer.. So are they thick skinned?? hehe.. U do the math... wells, I gtg now.. Take care!! Stay happy you!! God bless!
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Thursday, December 14, 2006
Think about this..
How does one classify uniqueness?
When does maturity become a barrier and immaturity a blessing??
How can one judge a person's intelligence and ability to work by a sheet of paper??
Does being rich make you "big"?
When a friend has become nothing more then a playmate, is that still friendship???
Does being extraordinary have anything to do with popularity??
How do you know a person by watching a person?
How can the brass know what works in praticality when all they do is theory?
Think about it.....
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Wednesday, December 13, 2006
Why act like you know me when you don't? I won't ever let you know me! One chance is all I will give.. Want another?? Earn it. How? I don't know, nor do I care.. Don't think you know my full situation just because Im telling you what it is. You're not me. Get it straight.
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Monday, December 11, 2006
Wells.. here's a tip from me to who-ever wants to read...
DO NOT, and I mean DO NOT DRINK IF YOU HAVE CAMP THE NEXT DAY!!!
Haha.. I learnt that lesson the hard way. I drank just that wee bit too much alcohol and went to camp today with a splitting headache and Z E R O concentration and energy to work.. Anyway, managed to make it thru with work done.. Wells, somewhat done anyways.. haha!! I hope Jon liked the GDB.. Alot of running thoughts in my head... I know that my Jie isnt what I know her to be anymore.. And I know that my reasons for the way my life is now is more then words can express.. Its probably sounds simple and silly to ppl cause of the limitations of my vocab and the fact that Im not the most expressive person around. So be it. I will lock it all away and let it destroy me if it can..
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Sunday, December 10, 2006
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JONATHAN!!!
Going to his Dinner treat 2molo.. I wonder how he'll react when he sees the present I did for him.. A scale model GDB.. Black with stock gold rims, no spoiler, I juz cant stand the GDB's spoiler. Its so ugly.. But overall the car still looks quite classy.. Just hope he doesnt mind the messed up-window paint job . Now Im gonna go and wrap up the darn thing.. I really hope he likes it, cause I absoloutely hate wrapping things up.. So if, and IF u receive a wrapped gift from me, appreciate it.
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Thursday, December 07, 2006
Im so confused... Do u want it or not.. Really... Im confused by your actions and your words to me.. One of which says u do.. Yet the other tells me not. So which is it? Which is the truth in your heart? Im getting tired of all this.. I hate it. I've grown to be really indifferent about the youth.. I've not felt apart of them since I started to return to church when I was much younger. It only got worse when I really started to think.. Didnt help that I can observe people well enough for the current situation.. If they read this, then so be it. Isolate me more.. I dun care.. Im getting so used to it. Somehow I've already locked myself up in a fortress, the moat filled and drawbridge withdrawn.. So I keep my problems within me. Like hell Im gonna share them now.. Not till I find what I am looking for..
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Sunday, December 03, 2006
well.. Its odd.. My parents always scold me for my hp bills.. yet.. it is they who cause it.. All those split minute calls.. I was surprised to see that my sms cost was lower then my calling cost, well, actually I wasnt that much surprised as I was amused once I started to think how could my bill be like that..
Im getting more and more broken each passing day.. Every1 still thinks im a normal quiet teenager who's gone nuts over cars.. I think this post should not be continued here.. Will shift all my thoughts to The eye of the Storm.
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AiDs cases stil being outcasted eh? Kinda funny that the world should outcast that which it produced in the first place.. Anyways, played poorly for worship today.. I juz couldnt get myself together and let God take control...
They still take it that Im moving along.. LoL.. Get real.. Im not that dense to know that u know that I know that u know that Im not moving along.. Wanna have the real reason?? Juz ask.. I'll tell. Juz dun expect to have an easy time getting the ans tho..
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Friday, December 01, 2006
okok.. Im back.. But.. still dunno what to write here.. I guess I've grown to dislike the SAF even more.. They wan us to preserve the image they have.. But honestly, what image do they have in the first place..
They do realise that even if they force us to keep all their nonsense rules, WE are still INSIDE the army only for a while afterwhich it will be what we TELL people thatmakes their image.. But yeah.. I really don't want to take out an excuse from the prowling, but I think my life is worth more then the money they pay us.. Gotta go back on Monday.. Its becoming quite a drag.. I hope I collapse from exhaustion soon.. Or better yet juz die.. I know I should really treasure this life.. And I know God has spoken to me about this in a very magnificent and powerful way.. But smhow... I haven't got the will... Doesnt matter.. it really doesnt.. people will not notice.. To them Im just a happy guy who's got 0 problems.. I beleive that one day, smone will be able to see my straight in my eye.. Shatter my cloak of happiness and reveal the me inside... I only hope it wont be too late...
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Wellz... 1st day out from my duty week.. Alot of things to settle so I'll start with the simplest one first.. This quiz Gracia wants me to do.. haha..
So, here goes!
Quiz Starts:
Can you name ELEVEN people you can think of right on the top of your head? Dont read the questions underneath until you write the names of all 11 people.
1. Janice
2. Anthea
3.Artist
4.Grace
5. Randy
6. Shi Ting
7. Jie
8. Gracia
9.Fairul
10.Helen
11. Matthias
HOW DID YOU MEET 10?
Long Long Story.... Bad attitude and Good luck mostly...
WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF YOU HAD NEVER MET 6?
Hm... If din meet, means no couz means no one to disturb and I'd be really bored during reunions..
WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF 2 AND 6 DATED?
Not bad idea... Both are chio.. =P
HAVE YOU EVER SEEN 4 CRY?
Nope...
DO YOU THINK 1 IS PREETY?
Yup!! She sure is! hehe..
TELL ME SOMETHING ABOUT 11.
There's nothing to be said. Cept, maybe he's my Blur bro..
HOW DO YOU KNOW 8?
Erm... The pest that I stepped on and now cant shake off?? Na.. She's a friend I met in church.
WOULD YOU EVER GO ON A DATE WITH 5?
Date Randy?? Dun think so... Go and hang out? Definately..
WHAT IS 7'S FAVOURITE COLOUR?
uh-oh.. I think its pink.. At least I hope I think correctly.. Sorry Jie!! Di Di cant remember!!!
WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF 2 CONFESSED HE LIKE YOU?
You mean She.. WELLZ!!! No comment here...
FACTS ABOUT 9.
My compadre since Sec sch..
WHO IS 6 GOING OUT WITH?
Some guy who keeps on calling her... No idea abt the name..
WHO IS 5 TO YOU?
My Army mate and Car shi-fu!!
WOULD YOU EVER LIVE WITH 11?
I AM living with him...
IS 2 SINGLE?
No Idea.. Dun really care either..
HOW MUCH DOES 3 MEANS TO YOU?
Nothing much yet.. OH WAIT!!! A GEISHA!!!! haha..
WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT 1?
The sweetest and most caring girl I've NOT met in person so far..
WHATS THE BEST THING ABOUT 8?
Erm.. Nothing?? hehe..
WHAT DO YOU DISLIKE ABOUT 10?
Nothing... 10's got a special place in my life...
ask the 11 people to do this quiz.
Alright... Thats one thing down.. Im supposed to updated this blog.. No idea where to start though.. Pretty fun week..
I got another go with the forklift.. A more powerful one this time.. Its harder to handle on the open roads, more then what I imagined anyway.. A small nudge at the steering wheel and the whole thing turns rather violently.. Managed to get the hang of things after awhile though.. Then I did movement! Actually movement!! No specs this time.. Juz Another guy, 2 forklift drivers and me. We finished the work without too much trouble.. hrm.. Oh ya.. Then had a really bad scare thanks to Yi Bin.. I was looking for a particular stockcard but I couldnt find it, then I dunno why I decided to search for the ammo to see if it was still in my ESH.. Guess what?? It wasnt. Then when I tried to trace the ammo, I couldnt find anything related to it.. I was so scared that the things had juz gone missing.. its 7 yrs per round of ammo and I 'lost' 25rds.. I asked Yi Bin and that idiot told me that he din noe anything abt it and he'll try to help me solve the next day.. so bo bian.. Had a restless night.. Then the next day..The moment I showed him the item's ID no. he casually told me "Oh, this lot?? Its gone up to AME for repairs. I moved it." I was ticked but was so relived that I din really bother to kill him.. Oh crap.. I gtg 1st.. be back sm other time to finish the update.. Chows peops..
FOR THE MOTHERLAND!!!!!
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