[]__MemorY Capsule__[]
Tuesday, October 31, 2006
Today, in the depot a friend asked, how do you know which are the clouds in the sky... It was an overcast day and from the depot we could see 3 diff colours in the sky, the nice sky blue, cotton white and sort of sea-grey... I didnt know what to answer.. But it is wonderful to ponder over such a simple, random question...
Later when we reach my own ESH, lightning struck an area that was relatively close to us, ironically just after we mentioned that the three of us shldnt be walking in the open during such weather and that we COULD be struck by lightning...
It was so close you could hear the impact of the lightning striking an object.. I belive it struck the lamp post by the bend outside the ESH.. It was magnificient. The light was blindingly bright, it happened so fast that one probably couldnt even finish blinking an eye before the whole episode ended... The sound... I don't know how to explain it, but it is like no other.. Something like lightning blasts from heros 3, but much more awe inspiring.. Certainly, it was dangerously close.. But all I felt was awe and just simply humbled that the creator of that lightning strike would actually bother to care for one such as me.... It was a once in lifetime experience.. To have lightning strike in front of me.. Would never trade it for anything else...
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Monday, October 30, 2006
Wells, Im giving my minimum best right now.. Its just sufficient to keep myself out of trouble currently, do not feel that this particular camp deserves my all... Higher-ups always love to talk about the bigger picture and how it affects their decisions in stuff.. But is the big picture just one single picture? OR is it really multiple "smaller" pictures linked together? So can you get the big picture without understanding the small ones? I wonder smtimes.. Or even so, what makes their picture the "big" one?? Just because they are above? In a chain of command?? Fresh out of a school and not knowing how the grunts function, yet ordering everyone around as if they ARE the damn creator of groundwork... Nuts. Their just lucky I dun wan any trouble during my 2yr stay.. But then again.... 5 rds... hehe...
Bleh.. Wonder what the silly word verification is for.. seems to just keep getting longer... oh wells.. life is simplicity made complex by the dullness of humans......
brakes applied at |9:12 pm|
Sunday, October 29, 2006
Wells.. Din go to church again.. starting to become quite routine actually... Went to JP instead.. Chiong ID! =D one the few things capable of keeping me happy these days.. No pros today, so had a whale of a time training.. My E4 earned one lvl too..
Im starting to wonder what drives me on now.. I know I've lost confidence in alot of things.. Including friends.. Im hearing stuff I shldnt be hearing.. It isnt right.. something is really wrong with my relationships with people.. Everything.. Confusion.. Wish I could just end it all... like I said.. 5rds.. its alot when ur going insane....
brakes applied at |3:36 am|
Friday, October 27, 2006
GOOD LUCK TO ALL A's Students!
Study tactically, remember that if you aim for the stars and miss, you'll land on the moon.. Miss that and You'll land admist the clouds.. Even then, if you fall it will be to into the arms of friends back down on earth.. So don't worry! =)
Take Care! Hope to see you soon mei!!
Back!!! At Long last.. Really wonderful to be home again.. Earned a good 3days off thanks to this duty.. But extremely shagged le.. I think most likely I'll give up making more friends le, seems people think Im nice to be bullied... Nvm.. Im near my limits.. I know it, already snapped once.. Not sure what Ill do this time round... Saw another accident to day, or at least the aftermath of on, some poor bloke probably went over the edge of the bedok north filter lane, the guard rails were totaled.. Wonder how some people can crash until like that... Well... Gonna get rest now.. maybe Ill post again later...
brakes applied at |10:44 am|
Tuesday, October 17, 2006
Well, well, well... Cpt Gaimon thinks he knows it all.... Just cause some of the guys come out early nearly daily, doesnt mean that we are propery staffed and do not lack manpower. I bet you couldnt handle a storhouse properly for a month. Don't know how it works in the field , just the theory. Jackass. Typical of the army.
That aside, range today got terminated halfway due to 'unforeseen circumstances', namely an apparent forest fire nearby. It wad good to see they stopped us from shooting as to protect the firemen from bo-bo shooters, but why did the camp's training go on? We saw a group of soilders training along the road by the range we were in. The fire WAS bad enough to warrant 2 fire engines, a foam truck(I think), a Rhino and an a tracked ATV along with a host of other support vehicles. We left the range finally at about 730pm. We could see the glow of the fire over the horizon, see and smell the smoke too.. I was still raging when we left. Pray that God has help those firemen. Take care people, I wont be blogging for a week due to stayin. Peace and God Bless!
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Wednesday, October 11, 2006
Wellz, I've just decided to post fictional stories that I cook-up here at this blog from time to time.. Hope you guys don't mind.. Anyways, seems that perhaps I am either thinking too little or too much.. Cant tell.. The confusion just keeps coming.. fast and heavy-hitting.. Don't know when I can weather this barrage till..
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Tuesday, October 10, 2006
When is right right? I'm so confused now... Many things tugging for attention, but this burdern will not be shared. It is mine alone to bear. I am resigned to my life of being lonely in church, cause I just noticed thats its only in church that Im so lonely, in my camp, Im surrounded by people who are willing to chat with me.. Its a good thing I guess, slowly but surely now I am forming up my own personality and charactor.. I hope by the end of army, I will know who I am, what I want, what I am inside and my true intrests. God Bless and hope it will work out as planned.......
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