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Tuesday, August 29, 2006
Untilmate Idiocity by the Armed Men in green.. We're told we are made to stay in 24/7 for ONE WHOLE WEEK INCULSIVE OF WEEKENDS to be ready in case of ops or wad eva nonsense they have in store.. So its 12 guys staying in camp to be "ready". Sounds okay? Now here's the deal, we still got to do DUTY overnight... So at any 1 point there could be 2 guys at the other side of the base (a gd 2.4km at least btw..) and 8 guys shagged out by their shifts.. So how the hell do yo expect us to be "ready"?? Then what about morale?? Core values say 'care for soilders', Im sure it included morale.. Morale is sure to be rock bottom esp on weekends, so how do they expect us to perform optimally? Then the original plan was to NOT to give any offs.. Our DSM had to "fight" for it... They seem to have forgotten that NONE of us WANT to be IN the military.. No wonder 'care for soilders' is at the bottom of the list and often a joke in camp..
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Friday, August 25, 2006
Tts rite folks.... Keep it up... Torment me more... Soon, the valve wont hold up and Ill make sure U die along with me.
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Tuesday, August 22, 2006
AHHHH!!!! UBER CRAPPY NEWS HAS BEEN CONFIRMED!!! PAD IS GOING TO HAVE STAY IN SYSTEM!!!!
Capitan Simon had confirmed the news... But there is a silver lining to this dark cloud... But the lining will shine only next year.. Once the system kicks in fully and properly, we wont have guard duties and only stay in for one week and stay out for six weeks.. Oh well, guess I'll juz have to console myself with the fact that I can save some $$$$$.... :s
Oh well, was chatting with the prime mover uncle whilst escorting him today... It was a really short drive but I learnt the theory of driving a prime mover and the advantages of being a big truck wanting to enter a place with a narrow entrance.. I.E... MY CAMP! hahahaha.... Really intersting to chat with these uncles.. JC peop, I generally dun like u guys but I'd still encourage you to try to get a chance to befriend such people.. you'll get to see a different side and way of life.. Dun discriminate like you generally do and you will learn much more then paper can eveer teach....
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Sunday, August 20, 2006
In crystal waters bright red strains flow.. Piercing screams shatter the tranquil silence.. Yet silenced are the shrill crys for help, hearing ears deaf to the call for aid, seeing eyes blinded to the ever growing stain of doom.. The scythe rends and blades drink, the source produces but fails to profit. When shall this torment end? When shall the eyes see and ears hear...... Release me from the clutch of the reaper and set me free...
The silenced-tormented wanders on....
Searching...
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Wednesday, August 16, 2006
Sianz... I think that I look like Im very nice to bully... The stupid strawberry sargeant keeps picking on me.... Then one wise-ass JC fella hu's abt as smart the the moron using a stick as shelter in a Class A typhoon... Anyways... A 5-ton crashed inside e depot this morning.. apparently the poor driver fell asleep at the wheel and forgot to turn.. The tonner uprooted a lamp-post, foundation included, and plough through the fence...It just managed to stop short of going on a safari But as true testament to the truck's robust nature... It was only "scratched" the front grill and light guards were damaged and the side mirrors were toast, but the darn thing was still capable of moving and was driving to the vehicle shack and left there... When I saw the truck when I was leaving camp, it looked as though it had hit maybe a thin sign post or a car... not plough through a lampost and fencing... Lucky noone was hurt..... =)
The ocean waves crash and bekon... How much more can the spirit take?
In the depths lie un-ending rest, where none shall stir the sleeping dead..
Till the end days it will lie, till the world is destroyed...
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Monday, August 14, 2006
To all Visitors who noe me.... do me a favour please? Go my links page and click on the last link and do up the thing... THhnks!
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IM DEAD!!!! Cant finish all my floor plans and my dead line is 2molo......
Dang... nvm... shall juz take the crap thats coming my way....
More thoughts triggered by a certain Janice.... She says I shld be more optimistic... More open and friendly to others.. then maybe, hopefully, I can acheive what I want. and be happier.. I thinks she's rite in a sense.. oh wait... Must go save my shrimp first... Silly things keep jumping out of the water to escape the fish.... Anyway, back to my thoughts... Jan's rite to tell me to be more optimistic.. I have been really down lately and my morale is sinking really fast.. My will is ebbing away and my thoughts plagued with darkness... So guess now would be a good time to start steering myself on the right track.. and I gotta start smwhere, smhow... So it begins now. Pray for me people! This is not going to be easy.... Oh and Jan, hope u are doing the same too.... =) Take care and Thanks for being my friend!
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Sunday, August 13, 2006
Went out with Grace today... =) We had lunch at BK, where she amazingly ate her FRENCH FRIES! To think just the other day she made her friend eat the fries she ordered at mos burger... After lunch then she went off to some art thingy and I went in seacrh of sun plaza to look for an EVO IV model kit... but guess wad??? I couldnt find e darn place for some strange reason...So i ended up walking around bugis area and after a call from my aunty telling me to go fish&co. then cross e road and walk straight down, i followed e instructions... and GUESS WHAT?!? I ended up at RAFFLES CITY! walked all e way down to city hall... After tt i got so ticked that I went to play initial D.. Smhow, my fustration allowed me to play a fiercer style then usual and that help a lil to improve timings and ward off potential opponents... LoL... well, 2molo another day in camp and it sucks... I HATE HATE HATE CAMP! I HATE THE SAF AND ALL THE SHIT IT GIVES.. And I HATE MY LIFE!! Return me to the ocean where i belong....... Shadows fade and never last... We shall see how long more before the silenced-shadow expires......
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Friday, August 11, 2006
The Ocean.... tts where I want to spend my final moments.... Alone... Let the waves welcome me to the everlasting freedom and serenity...... Swallow me whole and leave no trace.. For the Ocean is where My body will lay... resting forever till the earth is no more............. When shall I return to greet its enchating embrace? Maybe soon... real soon...
My home is no more... Wad I got now is juz a building.. A resthouse... Where lonliness and supression and imperialism reigns.... I cant take no more.. When will my spirit break... When will I return to the oceans embrace forever and never set foot on land till the universe is no more......
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Thursday, August 10, 2006
A thought just came to my mind..... How come TV interviews always get those people who are successful and rich to say things abt the country.... Wad happened to the poor, unsuccessful and struggling people.. Arent they a part of Singapore? Dont you think they have a thing or two to say too? Or is it the fact they'll most likely paint an ugly picture of this country, the other side of the story if u will, that they dun get a chance to air their views?
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National Day Week!
Probabaly the shortest possible working week in the entire army.... I've only to go for 1 and 1/2 days this week... And both days seem to be quite slack... And thats a very very good thing.. Cause 90% of the time, I have no freaking idea what Im doing the things I do for... Usually, its cause its been done for don't know how many donkey years and its cause some sour grape brass on the high end of the totem pole thinks its good.
Well, getting more and more lonely nowadays... I have absoloutely no idea why I still feel isolated and alone in church.. Seems people are saying that I have not taken effort to make friends and interact and chit-chat with them. But, honestly, I don't think it'd make much of a difference. I just can't click well with people... I'd like to think myself as anti-social and to an extent its true, but, sadly, what Jan said awhile back is seemingly true.. Im more avoident then anything else... Don't want to mention why Im avoidiant nor the reason Jan said what she said.
Well, I guess now I'm sort of in my own defensive fortress.. Its gates are shut tight and locked up securely.. But so people who wants to get in know, the key isn't hidden.. I didn't bother to hide the key at all... So look closely and the way in will be found....
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Tuesday, August 01, 2006
An update on the elusive monkey!
Finally got caught yesterday! By Jovan the gorilla... Who grabbed its tail and threw it out of the storehouse..
Literally......
And btw, If ur wondering Jovan isnt esactly the most agile/thinnest/fastest guy around.. When he sits in a tonner, the 5 tonner magically becomes a 5.12 tonner.. And he was the clown who thought the master was a monkey..
The poor creature was too exhausted to put up much fight.. Just imagine being couped up in a dark, musty and stuffy explosive laden warehouse with no food and water for 2 1/2 days AFTER being chased down by a monkey-hating psycopath for about 1 1/2 hours.....
Well, It got swung out and it slowly staggered away..
It was still having a blur look today when I went back to do menial tasks in the area today..
Well, tts all for the monkey! Peace out everyone!
brakes applied at |9:13 pm|
An update on the elusive monkey!
Finally got caught yesterday! By Jovan the gorilla... Who grabbed its tail and threw it out of the storehouse..
Literally......
And btw, If ur wondering Jovan isnt esactly the most agile/thinnest/fastest guy around.. When he sits in a tonner, the 5 tonner magically becomes a 5.12 tonner.. And he was the clown who thought the master was a monkey..
The poor creature was too exhausted to put up much fight.. Just imagine being couped up in a dark, musty and stuffy explosive laden warehouse with no food and water for 2 1/2 days AFTER being chased down by a monkey-hating psycopath for about 1 1/2 hours.....
Well, It got swung out and it slowly staggered away..
It was still having a blur look today when I went back to do menial tasks in the area today..
Well, tts all for the monkey! Peace out everyone!
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